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Saturday, January 12, 2008

Watch your mouth


Someone once said

that every word ever spoken

echos forever in eternity.

words have power

say them carefully.
sew08

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Crossroad


In the event of a crossroad

carry on.

The roads to the right and left

are merely the outskirts

of where you've been.


If you want to stray from

the beaten path

walk in the grass.


sew08

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

A letter to my father



Dear Dad,
I have forgiven you
for not knowing how to father
a child such as me.
I can forgive you

for not wanting to grandfather

children such as mine,
But I will never

understand it.
sew08






Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Borrowed Doom


It's not so much

your black, jagged hair

that hides one eye

or the abrupt, dark lines around your

other eye.

It's not so much

the way you stand

with one toe in

or the way you crouch

sadly in the corner

or the studded belts

and layered shirts,

it's not so much the way you look

that worries me

I'm afraid that the darkness

you are playing with will

consume you

and become you.

Darken your hair and your eyes,

but leave a path that leads to

the light

so you can find your way

home.

sew08

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Today


These things that surround me are the accumulation of the thoughts I had. Now, I am sitting here thinking beautiful thoughts, imagining I am warm and the kids are happy. I am thinking that it is such a peaceful feeling to know the bills are paid, and how nice it is to have a caring landlord. I am thinking of the manuscripts I have completed and submitted, sealed with a kiss and a wish. I do not see the piles of misery or dark corners. I do not hear hostile words or whines that undulate in the stagnant air. I hear a symphony playing and angels singing. I know that soon, I will be sitting in the accumulation of these thoughts and I will go to sleep smiling.

sew08

Thursday, January 3, 2008

I am somewhere beautiful


My toes are not frozen

and the ice on the windows

is kind of pretty.

My cupboards won't be bare

if I fill them with books.

"No! We are not poor!"

I will tell the kids when they ask.

Money is just money,

but this

this is how good character is made

this how to learn patience

and priority.

I will not cry in the dim light

Crying won't change a thing

and my tears would freeze.

I am not suffering

I am somewhere beautiful.


sew07